Bring It On!

A few more hours and Ill have to be awake for lecture :S

Ill start the day at 8.30am for my Marketing lecture, something new and fresh to ma brain! hahaha. I sure can do it! I have to keep positive and it will all be alright.

Tomorrow Ill want to change to be more of everything I wish I was last semester, organized,NO last minutes and etc. :)

Insya-Allah, I will pull through it all with lots of flying colors!

Today woke up and had tummy craps. Ate noodles and nyummy fishballs my housemate did and then laze around the house , mumbling bubble tea! ahaha. got ready thinking to get a house phone to ring Kl more often and bubble tea after.

Housemate cooked and it was already 8.30pm. Changed back could not be bothered as we both will be too tired after washing up . Sat down on the couch and watched Mr and Mrs Smith.

Pods and Milo to keep me warm.:) that is also to get me out from my breakdown today. I have been feeling not myself. I cry for no reason! I think its because of Ramadhan. I am soo excited for the holy month to come, and yet I feel the loneliness . 5 years away from home, why not you try it.

I miss home, family ,Naq , 5 Bestfriends and Company. I wish I can have it all, but i guess thats life. You cant have it all. I know I can do it! I know I can hold it in and be strong. Housemate being nice said I can get latterns and deco the place up for Ramadhan and Syawal :)

Thanks! I will cook and do more cookies. Housemate had to calm me down and have no idea whats goin in my head when I was crying for no reason. Now I guess housemate does know :)

Naq rang, and he gave me more positive chi to go through tomorrow. Was short and the line got cut off. I wish he was here, cause he just knows the right things to do and say. I miss you Beyh.

All and all, I hope to have a great semester ahead. Demolished the unwanted people and hello to the people who does need me :)

Night Lovers!Hugs!